The girl... (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} enigmaphobic) wrote,@ 2006-08-27 09:10:00 |
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Am I just wasting my goddamn time?
Nothing's balanced or equal to me anymore. It seems like there always HAS to be something wrong with someone, or someone HAS to get hurt. It seems like everyone's fake, everyone's full of shit, everyone's a fucking bitch, and I'm just constantly caught in crossfire. If I'm not 100% for someone or something, I'm evil. I'm a poser. I'm a fucking asshole. But all I am is indecisive. I just want to discover things and meet people and try things slowly. I want to get done what needs to be done, then I'll go live my life. But it feels like everyone's on another page. They're always doing what I did, or vice versa. At this rate, I don't think I'll ever catch up.
Sorry, emo rant. But I really am confused and exahusted and hurt. So if anyone has any advice, I'll gladly take it to heart.
Bye.
Sorry, emo rant. But I really am confused and exahusted and hurt. So if anyone has any advice, I'll gladly take it to heart.
Bye.
