The girl... ([info]enigmaphobic) wrote,
@ 2006-08-27 09:10:00
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Am I just wasting my goddamn time?

Nothing's balanced or equal to me anymore. It seems like there always HAS to be something wrong with someone, or someone HAS to get hurt. It seems like everyone's fake, everyone's full of shit, everyone's a fucking bitch, and I'm just constantly caught in crossfire. If I'm not 100% for someone or something, I'm evil. I'm a poser. I'm a fucking asshole. But all I am is indecisive. I just want to discover things and meet people and try things slowly. I want to get done what needs to be done, then I'll go live my life. But it feels like everyone's on another page. They're always doing what I did, or vice versa. At this rate, I don't think I'll ever catch up.

Sorry, emo rant. But I really am confused and exahusted and hurt. So if anyone has any advice, I'll gladly take it to heart.
Bye.

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[info]finalconnection
2006-08-27 11:39 pm UTC (link)
ohhhh we're half way there
whoa-oah, livin' on a prayer.

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[info]enigmaphobic
2006-08-28 03:02 am UTC (link)
wow.
now I fucking miss you.
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[info]finalconnection
2006-08-28 05:13 pm UTC (link)
I miss the lazy drama camp days.

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[info]enigmaphobic
2006-08-29 02:37 am UTC (link)
Ohhh god, I do too.
people at my school know will. its kind of intimiating.
but we need some kind of reunion. At least before you go to college. Next year? This year?

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[info]finalconnection
2006-08-29 04:19 am UTC (link)
next year.

will? as in will anderson? LMAO.

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[info]therapistninga
2006-08-28 02:42 am UTC (link)
i dont think that your always 100% noone is but your not evil your not a poser or an asshole. i understadn what you mean.......ye alot of people come around saying stuff is rwrong with them or that their hurt ....alot of them arnt always tho you have to learn to sort tho the ones that dont really nedd help and help the ones that need it



and hurt by what




ps pleasze tell me if you think im fake or full of shit what i can do to change that

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[info]enigmaphobic
2006-08-28 03:20 am UTC (link)
thanks hun. yeah, I know many people are sincere, but its driving me crazy that I have to change for someone, feel pity for someone that doesn't deserve it. And I don't think your full of shit at all! You're one of the few genuine people I know.

thanks..

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